what will we do now???

it's hard to believe in someone these days...
it's really hard to counting on somebody....
it's kinda hard to know what is worth to trust, to feel....

but it's so easy to ruin everything...
it's so easy to cracking some trust...
it's really easy to turn every words and facts....

just for what???
is it just for something that'll loose in the end??
vanish without anything left again...
just for money, powers, passions, satisfaction, human protection, for someone who can makes u feel alive...makes you feel something special...

or for love...
the blind love, the mortal love...
the unpure one...the unworthy one...

maybe i just don't know what the love is...
or maybe i just don't care
but what i know is, when someone trust you, you must hold it...
you must keep it with your life...
until your last breath...
your last blood...
last soul...

maybe we are not perfect...
but it's worth to try...
cus God's loves the tryer...

so please help us God...
dear Almighty God....
Greatest One...
Who knows everything 'bout world and everything in it...

please help us to knowing which way the best for us,
please give us some courage to stay in Your way,
some consistency for keeping the secret,
please show us what will we do now or later,
to whom should we've trust,
and please forgive us for all of our faults caused by our lackness, lessness and weakness...

cus You, and only just You the One we can holding on, counting on, we can trust, and believe...and only to You we will be back...Your the One and the Greatest One...

ameennn....

_not too tough_not so sure_unsaint_but it's pure_
(;chup@chups;)