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Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Nobody Deserves


YHS

He walks alone, no one's there for him
He walks alone, nobody knows him
He crawls in the alley with everything his got
well, Love can't you hear the mourn??

He travels alone, without a destination
He rests like every human being, only without a companion
His hunger lets he sleeps tonight
dear, Love, can't you hear the groaned stomach??


well who want those dirty hands?
who can stand on those stinky skin?
who would take the fool on the alley?
whether he's an evil nor an angel,
he's not deserve anybody
and nobody deserves him

no time to regret, cus life ain't comes back
no time to complain, cus life's so short
no time to feel lost, cus life's journey, only we who can find our way
well, Honey, can't you live the life?

well who want those dirty hands?
who can stand on those stinky skin?
who would take the fool on the alley?
whether he's an evil nor an angel,
he's not deserve anybody
and nobody deserves him

everything he touch, turns to ashes
everything he kiss, dies...
everyone he knew, can't recognized anymore
everyone he saw, blinds....
blinds.. blinds...

well who want those dirty hands?
who can stand on those stinky skin?
who would take the fool on the alley?
whether he's an evil nor an angel,
he's not deserve anybody
and nobody deserves him



27 Januari '10, Jakarta

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

Tersesat


YHS

berjalan menyusuri lorong gelap nan sepi
tanpa batas tanpa akhir
kucoba berlari dan menghindar namun langkah terhalang
oleh lumpur dan genangan

kuterjebak di sini...hilang kendali...tersesat...hampir mati!

ku tak ingin hilang terkurung sunyi
terhempas dan terkekang
ku hanya ingin untuk kembali lagi
sesal tiada arti hantui hidup ini
ku berjanji tuk perbaiki
izinkanku untuk kembali


Terdampar di sudut bumi dengan hilangnya
semua yang pernah kumiliki
segala yang pernah kurangkai sepenuh hati
hilang tak tersisa

kuterjebak di sini...hilang kendali...tersesat...hampir mati!

ku tak ingin hilang terkurung sunyi
terhempas dan terkekang
ku hanya ingin untuk kembali lagi
sesal tiada arti hantui hidup ini
ku berjanji tuk perbaiki
izinkanku untuk kembali

...bawa daku pergi...



March 2005, jakarta

Time To Grow


written by: YHS

at first i thought it's been so wrong
the sun's too bright and the night still doesn't come
but at last i found it's been so long
for you to wait this day to come

i've never been so lost before
there are many things i still have to know
denial makes me feel so un-sure
there are many things i still want to show

but i thought it's time to realize, it's time for you to go...
(so let it go)


I don't know where i'll be if you were not with me
I don't even know how to live if you were not taught me
and i don't know would i feel the sun shines on me,
if you were not love me...
if you were not made me...
I am not me...

(i will survive... i'll stay alive)


I thought it's time to realize, it's time for me to grow...
(time to grow)


I don't know where i'll be if you were not with me
I don't even know how to live if you were not taught me
and i don't know would i feel the sun shines on me,
if you were not love me...
if you were not made me...
I am not me...

(i will survive... i'll stay alive)





Jakarta, February 2003...exactly for you, Pop..

Thursday, 12 November 2009

Peri Cahaya




jika benar malaikat tercipta dari cahaya
maka telah hadir sang peri penerang jiwa
jika benar kata mereka, cahaya membawa berkah
maka benar adanya, karena kau anugrah saat semua tak terarah

cahayaku... nikmatilah waktumu...
jangan terburu-buru... dunia kan menunggu
..kan datang masamu...

di saat getir melanda dunia yang sedang merana
tangismu berikan secercah ceria
saat langit meredup harapan tak kunjung hidup
tawamu terangi lubuk hati... dan ini bukan mimpi

cahayaku...nikmati saja waktumu...
usah kau takut... usah kau meragu...
...semua ada untukmu...


Jakarta, November 09 - YHS -

Friday, 30 October 2009

Cinta Ragu


yhs@lastoctober'09


Cinta, cinta, cinta...
sungguh ku tak mengerti
apa yang terjadi
mengapa jadi sulit begini??

Ragu, ragu, ragu...
kan apa yang ku mau
sungguh ku tak tahu
jalan mana yang harus kutuju

tak terasa ini jadi serba salah
ku tak mau kau terluka
batu yang kukira dapat kulangkahi
ternyata dinding yang tak bertepi..

Cinta, cinta, cinta...
sungguh ku tak mengerti
apa yang terjadi
mengapa jadi sulit begini??

Ragu, ragu, ragu...
kan apa yang ku mau
sungguh ku tak tahu
jalan mana yang harus kutuju

Benar salah bukanlah sebuah jawaban
semua bisa jadi pelajaran
namun begitu banyak pertanyaan
hingga benak tak mampu tuk menegaskan..


Cinta, cinta, cinta...
sungguh ku tak mengerti
apa yang terjadi
mengapa jadi sulit begini??

Ragu, ragu, ragu...
kan apa yang ku mau
sungguh ku tak tahu
jalan mana yang harus kutuju

menekan, mengiris, mengikis,
terus menipis...


Cinta, cinta, cinta...
sungguh ku tak mengerti
apa yang terjadi
mengapa jadi sulit begini??

Ragu, ragu, ragu...
kan apa yang ku mau
sungguh ku tak tahu
jalan mana yang harus kutuju

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Painessence


Take my hand...take it now
Take my hand...walk with me tonight

pain is what makes you alive
so you will know how to survive
rain is pouring in the street with no name
than you can dance all the way without shame

Take my hand...take it now
Take my hand...walk with me tonight

Pain is what makes you alive
so you can count on every time you smile
rain is pouring in the street with no name
then you can stay home and spend time with your love... (ones)

Take my hand...take it now
Take my hand...walk with me tonight

Let Go.....Let it Go...
Let Be......Let it Be...


almost night in the office, 14 Oktober 2009

YHS


Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Bidadari Usang




Yusuf Salmun @ 29.Sept.09

Hanya sesaat yang kita temui,
mungkin tak akan ada lagi
tapi siapa tahu nanti?
karena itulah senyummu tak pergi

kau duduk di sana
seolah tak mengenal siapa-siapa
kau sendiri di sana
seolah tak butuh apa-apa

kanvas yang layu terlihat usang
tercerahkan kembali oleh sinar kelambu
wajah keriput tak ayu yang tak terpandang
seakan semua itu hanya kedok yang palsu

benak yang hilang telah kembali
hasrat yang runtuh mulai terbangun lagi
detak yang tersendat mulai mengalir
mengalir kembali ke jati diri berkat untaian nada yang kau beri

oh, Maha Suci yang telah menciptakan merdu lantunannya
Maha Suci Dia sang Pencipta
Yang di sucikan seorang hamba
hamba yang tak punya apa-apa

sendiri kau di sana
terlihat tanpa siapa-siapa
hanya seorang yang renta
menghibur para malaikat surga

Hanya sesaat yang kita temui,
mungkin tak akan ada lagi
kau bilang, 'kita tak tahu bagaimana nanti'
karena itulah senyummu tak kan mati


semoga kita bertemu lagi... hai, Bidadari!